Friday, June 23, 2023

~~ THE VOID OF LOSS ~~

Bubbles will turn one year old on July 22.  I can hardly believe that a year has gone by so fast.  She has distracted me from the horrible heartbreak losing Gracie brought.  She keeps me busy, laughing, and loving.  I couldn't ask for a more perfect follow-up to my beloved Gracie.  

My calculations tell me that Bubbles was likely conceived on the day of our goodbye to Gracie.  It is no wonder I failed so hopelessly in getting a dog to fill the void of her loss, for so many months after losing Gracie.  God had orchestrated the perfect plan, and I was waiting for the ideal dog for me.  I just needed to be led there, so God did that.

I worried at my age, that starting over with a puppy may be too much.  No, actually this puppy was just enough and not at all too much.  

My heart will always ache from Gracie's absence.  But I truly feel I will see her again.  God is good like that.  

Meanwhile,  Bubbles is here - and she is learning to stay at home for short periods of time by herself, mastering car rides without much anxiety, and learning to swim.  She gives a sense of purpose to two senior citizens who loved and lost - and who have now learned to love again.


 

No Rain, Please and Thank You

 A year and a half after bringing our bubbly bundle of joy home with us, I can report that her favorite pastime is TENNIS COURT PLAY.  Sadly...